Where to begin, My life has been filled with so many downs in the past 6 month I have almost forgoten how to get back up again. Lost two jobs one that I like the other one I loved it made me feel like I had a purpose in life, and well thats gone too. I feel like no matter what I do I'm always in the wrong and no matter how hard i try I'm always going to fail. I've started going back to school again with little support from the one person I'm trying to make proud. In there words " Whats the point in spending the money to go to school when your not going to do anything with it. It's such a waste..." I'm still going to go school and trying to get good grades, but it makes things just a little harder. I'm trying to find a job that will pay my bills and make me happy. I'm also trying to make my marriage work. which all these things alone aren't easy to deal with, and put them all together it makes them even harder. I do see a light at the end of the tunnel and with ever day that passes I do know that I'm moving one step closer to happiness but its along journy.